I’ve had this persistent fantasy of being camp cook at a hunting or fishing camp for a couple of decades, now. Something about feeding people who are exhausted and vibrating with ancient hungers strikes me as something I’d really like to do, but, two things have stopped me from trying - one, that it would interfere with my own hunting seasons, and, two, I suspected that I might not be up to the task and I was chicken to find out on the job. This week I got a chance to test my mettle - not at deer camp, but band camp. There’s this sweet little recording studio in an old farmhouse just around the hill from my place, Great North Sound Society, and they asked if I was interested in cooking for musicians who come to record. I was, especially given that the first act would be this tidy collection of people that I’ve already admired from afar; Kris Delmhorst, Jeremy Moses Curtis, Erik Koskinen, Ray Rizzo, Sam Kassirer. At first I thought this could happen alongside my other work for the week but I soon found myself in a quicksand of logistics —how to please six strangers, how to transport food, how to buy food I felt good about and not spend the whole budget on groceries, how to share some foraged foods without challenging anyone’s taste buds or depleting my pantry, what foods reheat well, when to dress the salad?! But, mostly, I found that I was really, really enjoying myself, so, I put other work aside and just gave myself to it. Turning away from my writing-mind, my homestead-mind, my hunting-mind, my worry-mind, and working only with my cooking-mind, because there is no deadline more pressing than dinner. It shifted me tectonically. I settled back into the curvature of the earth, a little mercurial liquid drained from my ear - I heard songs. I stood at the kitchen sink in that farmhouse, full of music, I heard the musicians talking about the songs, making choices, about sound, resonance, I heard myself, revising a poem, I heard anyone cooking a meal —instruments —people, trying to say something, tune in, hear something, then dinner.
Here is a photo diary of my week and links to what I listened to while I was cooking, which was very intentionally paired.




This post returned some inspiration to my wandering heart, thank you Jenna :) The photos fed me, and the written menus read like poetry, of course... The litany of your learning topped off the feast, much like a 25year old McCallan. You inspire me! Love you, M
Mmmmnnn....I am swooning and drinking up the language, images and can nearly smell your kitchen alchemy.